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Since: 04-24-07
From: Canada

Since last post: 4996 days
Last activity: 5014 days
Posted on 01-28-08 12:50 PM Link
Alright, so, for this past term or so, I'd been really dpressed, and having pretty insane mood swings for the worse. In and out of counsellors blahblahblah, got precribed sleeping meds so I can ween myself back into sleeping at night instead of staring at my ceiling wondering what's wrong with me.

I'd found out just recently that my friends really help my emotional unbalances, so in the end, I guess I just needed people. Recently I started hanging around with a really fun new group of friends, one of whom, I *cough* sorta like... alot.

When I'm around her, things just seem to go right for awhile, and it melts my worries away, but like all my problems, they keep coming back. Sometimes i'll have these harsh mood swings, while I'm with my friends, and it worries them. It worries her the most, and despite how hard I try, I can't just normal out for more then 5 hours at a time.

Worst part is, all these years I've been living in an emotional shell have added up. I am starting to have problems with physical contact. Example: She likes to touch me. Almost every time we're watching TV at her place, she's got her hand on my back or shoulder, which I love, and I tell her I love it, because It makes me feel like I'm cared for. Problem is, I can't touch her back... I can't. I haven't been able to give more then a hug to my friends for more then a year, and it's tearing me apart slowly. I don't want to miss my chance before we're "just friends", and that's set in stone... (Thanks for putting that notion in my head, Eli )

I have an appointment with my doctor, set for the fourth, but I kinda need a shoulder to cry on now. What should I do?
Elara

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Since: 08-15-04
From: Ferelden

Since last post: 149 days
Last activity: 129 days
Posted on 01-28-08 03:28 PM Link
Explain that it's hard for you. I'm sure she'd understand. But otherwise just go see the doctor and take it slow, it's something that can be overcome with time.
Genome

Swordfighter








Since: 04-24-07
From: Canada

Since last post: 4996 days
Last activity: 5014 days
Posted on 01-28-08 07:59 PM Link
Originally posted by Elara
Explain that it's hard for you. I'm sure she'd understand. But otherwise just go see the doctor and take it slow, it's something that can be overcome with time.

Yeah, she understands me, so i'll talk to her the next time we're alone...
Elara

Divine Mamkute
Dark Elf Goddess
Chaos Imp
Penguins Fan

Ms. Invisable








Since: 08-15-04
From: Ferelden

Since last post: 149 days
Last activity: 129 days
Posted on 01-30-08 05:59 PM Link
Ok, and per your request I shall toss this thread.
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