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Astrophel
Fear will kill your mind and steal your love as sure as anything;
Fear will rob you blind and make you numb to others suffering









Since: 10-03-04
From: Azul Lux Orbital, Kirin Beta

Since last post: 2242 days
Last activity: 1093 days
Posted on 10-07-12 04:00 AM, in Minecraft Link
Originally posted by Lord Alexandor
I AM SO EXCITED I BUMPED A 2 MONTH OLD THREAD!!!!

If you think that's something, wait 'til you see what I do!

I've been poking around in Minecraft periodically, once again, setting up a little port town, starting with this rather unfriendly-looking lighthouse.

Crafted by the master sorcerers and alchemists of Port Alma, Miala Lighthouse is the world's only known unmanned lighthouse. Its four twenty-square-meter panels of masterfully-crafted Sunstone ensure that the light never fades, as it recharges during the day, and it is topped with unusually large azurite crystals with a huge emerald cluster in the center.

The seaward side is decorated with a likeness of Osidos, the serpent of the void, the watcher of the dead, in hopes that the tower's namesake will rest peacefully.

Frontal view
Diagonal view of Osidos
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Astrophel
Fear will kill your mind and steal your love as sure as anything;
Fear will rob you blind and make you numb to others suffering









Since: 10-03-04
From: Azul Lux Orbital, Kirin Beta

Since last post: 2242 days
Last activity: 1093 days
Posted on 10-11-12 12:53 AM, in *Creeps into the the Xeo Office early in the morning* Link
*Astrophel glances at the title

Hey, what a coincidence, I got Xeo this movie...

Happy birthday, you old bastard!


(Last edited by Astrophel on 10-11-12 12:54 AM)
Astrophel
Fear will kill your mind and steal your love as sure as anything;
Fear will rob you blind and make you numb to others suffering









Since: 10-03-04
From: Azul Lux Orbital, Kirin Beta

Since last post: 2242 days
Last activity: 1093 days
Posted on 10-12-12 02:58 AM, in Happy 27th birthday, bots! Link
I've got the perfect gift for them, too.

An EMP.
Astrophel
Fear will kill your mind and steal your love as sure as anything;
Fear will rob you blind and make you numb to others suffering









Since: 10-03-04
From: Azul Lux Orbital, Kirin Beta

Since last post: 2242 days
Last activity: 1093 days
Posted on 10-14-12 01:18 AM, in Mysterious Eyeball Washes Up on Florida Beach Link
I read the title, and made sure to read the first line of the post twice to make sure this wasn't someone in China screwing up again.

In part because I missed the part about Florida.


(Last edited by Astrophel on 10-14-12 01:18 AM)
Astrophel
Fear will kill your mind and steal your love as sure as anything;
Fear will rob you blind and make you numb to others suffering









Since: 10-03-04
From: Azul Lux Orbital, Kirin Beta

Since last post: 2242 days
Last activity: 1093 days
Posted on 10-15-12 04:33 AM, in What are you listening to (revived)? Link
Tetrisphere - Sappy

Flipping through miniusfs, I stumbled across this one and it's actually pretty catchy. Good reason to load up Tetrisphere again.

Not that I needed one.
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Astrophel
Fear will kill your mind and steal your love as sure as anything;
Fear will rob you blind and make you numb to others suffering









Since: 10-03-04
From: Azul Lux Orbital, Kirin Beta

Since last post: 2242 days
Last activity: 1093 days
Posted on 10-19-12 06:23 PM, in Cordilon Gaming Blog - For You Cheap Bastards Link
Cordilon Gaming is a blog started by me (editor), Kazinsal (codebitch), and Adamusa (British), with an emphasis on cheap games - whether for older consoles/older PC games, indie games, or moddable games, which may not be cheap but the mods mean they can last longer.

We're trying to keep to a schedule of at least one article per day, and we can always use suggestions for games to go over. I know we've got a few retro gamers here (Xeo?), and I'm hoping to not do too many well-known games (but fuck you I'm still doing an article on Lufia 2.)

Anyway, check it out, and feel free to suggest some games.
Astrophel
Fear will kill your mind and steal your love as sure as anything;
Fear will rob you blind and make you numb to others suffering









Since: 10-03-04
From: Azul Lux Orbital, Kirin Beta

Since last post: 2242 days
Last activity: 1093 days
Posted on 10-20-12 09:32 PM, in Cordilon Gaming Blog - For You Cheap Bastards Link
Probably not, actually, but I don't care because I like it too much. We're not sticking 100% to any specific category, better to have a little flexibility.
Astrophel
Fear will kill your mind and steal your love as sure as anything;
Fear will rob you blind and make you numb to others suffering









Since: 10-03-04
From: Azul Lux Orbital, Kirin Beta

Since last post: 2242 days
Last activity: 1093 days
Posted on 10-22-12 02:46 PM, in Cordilon Gaming Blog - For You Cheap Bastards Link
Free games can also be covered.

I'm not big on horror, myself, so I'll kick that suggestion over to the rest of the team. Would rather have people that actually like the genre reviewing them.
Astrophel
Fear will kill your mind and steal your love as sure as anything;
Fear will rob you blind and make you numb to others suffering









Since: 10-03-04
From: Azul Lux Orbital, Kirin Beta

Since last post: 2242 days
Last activity: 1093 days
Posted on 10-26-12 02:52 AM, in !!!BREAST CANCER AWARENESS MONTH!!! (Dedicated to Vulkar) Link
Originally posted by Rogue


I find your lack of nipples profoundly disturbing.
Astrophel
Fear will kill your mind and steal your love as sure as anything;
Fear will rob you blind and make you numb to others suffering









Since: 10-03-04
From: Azul Lux Orbital, Kirin Beta

Since last post: 2242 days
Last activity: 1093 days
Posted on 10-26-12 09:56 PM, in !!!BREAST CANCER AWARENESS MONTH!!! (Dedicated to Vulkar) Link
Originally posted by Rogue
You've got a pair of talking ta-tas in the post before this and your find that one disturbing?

Those aren't supposed to be normal, though.
Astrophel
Fear will kill your mind and steal your love as sure as anything;
Fear will rob you blind and make you numb to others suffering









Since: 10-03-04
From: Azul Lux Orbital, Kirin Beta

Since last post: 2242 days
Last activity: 1093 days
Posted on 10-26-12 10:12 PM, in INTERVIEW: Astrophel/Thex Link
Eh, it's alright, I was at work.

Not a lot to say. Been online for more years than I'd like to admit, my first messageboard was the original Acmlm's Board, back when it actually was Acmlm's and he was still active. A continued interest in romhacking was sparked there, though nothing productive ever came of it; that last bit is a recurring theme in my life. Other online activities included roleplaying and semicompetitive Tetris Attack; I've drifted more into worldbuilding than RPing, though I still dabble from time to time, and the Tetris Attack only stopped for lack of quality opponents.

Offline, there's not a lot to tell. Miscellaneous minor misdiagnosed mental maladies aside, my life's been pretty simple. Went to elementary school, moved, went to different elementary school, had teachers say I was too smart for them to teach, went to yet another elementary school, finally had a competent teacher, got fucked over by the school system several subsequent times culminating in me saying "fuck this, fuck that, and fuck you" after moving after tenth grade and just getting a GED,

The entire experience has left me very unwilling to trust authority figures in general, but especially any form of school. This has obvious side effects, but a lifetime of neverending bullshit is pretty hard to move past. That said, I'd rather not go into too much detail on the school bullshit.

Currently I live with my grandparents; my grandfather is wheelchair-bound, my grandmother's had two knee replacements, and neither one can drive, so they need the help anyway. They're helping me to save up for a car, we're expecting to be able to get it in June. After that, my job prospects should open up considerably; here in town, all there is is retail, fast food, and nursing homes. I can't do fast food because the heat screws with my breathing, and I can't work in a nursing home because they have a tendency to set off depressive episodes if I spend more than a few minutes in one. So yeah.

I'm very bad at general questions, and prone to rambling, so yeah. Any questions not relating to school, fire away.
Astrophel
Fear will kill your mind and steal your love as sure as anything;
Fear will rob you blind and make you numb to others suffering









Since: 10-03-04
From: Azul Lux Orbital, Kirin Beta

Since last post: 2242 days
Last activity: 1093 days
Posted on 10-27-12 03:59 AM, in INTERVIEW: Astrophel/Thex Link
Nonexistent!

Really though, not sure exactly what you're asking. Lived in Virginia my whole life (Virginia Beach area until seven, subsequently in western VA along interstate 81), hated it most of my life. Well, born in California, but six months doesn't count when you can't even remember it.

Mother, grandmother, etc., are from New York originally, grandfather's from Montana, stepfather's family is from this area. Makes one wonder how we all ended up in the same place. Beyond that, there's little I know.

Hope that addressed the question.
Astrophel
Fear will kill your mind and steal your love as sure as anything;
Fear will rob you blind and make you numb to others suffering









Since: 10-03-04
From: Azul Lux Orbital, Kirin Beta

Since last post: 2242 days
Last activity: 1093 days
Posted on 10-27-12 04:01 AM, in Fuck you Link
[3:56:24 AM] Jake (Thexare): ugh
[3:57:06 AM] Jake (Thexare): every once in a while, my grandmotehr gets the "brilliant" idea to deal with leftovers by combining them into one hellish mess, with utter disregard for matters of flavor, texture, and WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS
[3:57:15 AM] Jake (Thexare): every time it's been bad enough to turn my stomach. :|
[3:57:38 AM] Jake (Thexare): thankfully I had advance warning and just got a six inch sub for a real dinner, fully expecting this to be godawful
[3:57:45 AM] Jake (Thexare): and, surprise! it was godawful.
Astrophel
Fear will kill your mind and steal your love as sure as anything;
Fear will rob you blind and make you numb to others suffering









Since: 10-03-04
From: Azul Lux Orbital, Kirin Beta

Since last post: 2242 days
Last activity: 1093 days
Posted on 10-27-12 05:26 AM, in INTERVIEW: Astrophel/Thex Link
Originally posted by Rogue
I was more asking about ethnicity, but it's all good.

I'll tell you everything I know about it.

Uh... well... I'm white, and... reportedly, 25% native american (grandfather, biological father's side fo the family, and no I don't know which tribe), never met the guy so I'll have to take my mother's word for it...

That's all!


Tell me about these mental maladies.


Would if I could, but we've never been able to get them properly diagnosed. Every doctor said it was something different, and every medicine I've been put on has either done nothing, created a new problem, or made existing ones worse. So, let's look at symptoms.

I'm prone to random episodes of depression, dipping far closer than I'd like to suicidal stages - contemplation is common, but the urge to actually go ahead with it hasn't come up for a few years. This is far less common than it used to be, thankfully, but every other month or so it flares up again. I am almost completely incapable of starting a conversation with people when I'm not at work, even my own family much of the time. In large groups of people, I lock up unless I can keep walking through it. "Large groups" can sometimes be as small as about ten people. Those are the worst bits, the rest is relatively normal; minor anger issues (under control now; I get angry, but I don't freak out like I used to), occasional inability to sleep (rarer than it used to be, seems tied to depressive episodes), and similar small annoyances.

So basically I'm just slightly fucked up, instead of significantly. Go me!
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Astrophel
Fear will kill your mind and steal your love as sure as anything;
Fear will rob you blind and make you numb to others suffering









Since: 10-03-04
From: Azul Lux Orbital, Kirin Beta

Since last post: 2242 days
Last activity: 1093 days
Posted on 10-28-12 03:59 AM, in INTERVIEW: Astrophel/Thex Link
Lack of other options. I have no means of reliable transportation, limiting my employment options to those within a three mile radius. The only jobs available in said radius are family-owned (and I am most certainly not family), fast food/restaurant (heat screws with my breathing, bad choice), and retail (where I am now).

My coworkers... some of them anyway... aren't that bad. It's middle/upper management and certain customers that I want to fire out of a cannon into a volcano.

So I'm basically stuck until such time as transportation is available. With some luck, this'll happen somewhere around next Summer and I can expand my job hunt.
Astrophel
Fear will kill your mind and steal your love as sure as anything;
Fear will rob you blind and make you numb to others suffering









Since: 10-03-04
From: Azul Lux Orbital, Kirin Beta

Since last post: 2242 days
Last activity: 1093 days
Posted on 10-28-12 04:13 PM, in INTERVIEW: Astrophel/Thex Link
I'm creative; I've created three different worlds (two of which were entirely my own work), including history, religion, individual towns and cities... not complete, they still need more to fill them, but it's easy enough to make it up as I go.

Despite my typical aversion to conflict, I will stand up for my family and friends. This was recently illustrated in me telling Lisa off, but in the past also included spending a multi-day camping trip shadowing a "friend" of my stepfather's who we're pretty sure was trying to screw my 15 year old cousin (guy was 19. We stopped talking to him after this.)

I've also calmed down a lot in recent years. When I do get angry, it's usually kept internalized until I'm alone or with someone I can vent to, and it takes more than it used to for me to get angry. Took me long enough to get to this point...
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